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He is like

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He is like He is like  Answer to my all questions  Conclusion of my all confusions  He is like  Best part of past and  My little expectation from future  He is like evening breeze on a sunny day raindrops on parched soil He is like Encouragement for my new journey  Also a companion of my life  He is like A simple Formula which solves All the complicated equations of my life He is like A Complete Story  Not just a little poem.

Some confusions, I don't want to clear

Some confusion I don't want to clear Just like everyone has some confusion in their life, I also have.......... Which I don't want to clear now Because whenever I try to clear those confusions and when I clear that, those people get away from me with whom I have confusions. I have a lot of confusion with you too, but I don't want to clear that because I'm afraid I will lose you If I cleared all the confusions with you. Still I am happy and trying clear these confusions without losing you............  But how to remove this fear that you will left one day because I want you as you are......  But this confusion gives me hard mind.

What's your fear ?

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Fear of acceptance For me accepting a love is as difficult as accepting a rejection........ because I am the person who can't accept the things easily in the life that's why I have a fear of acceptance. I asked myself, what scares me the most?  I wondered if it is nightmares or ghosts, But I didn't think so.  I was curious to know, So I started thinking, About my upbringing,  When I understood that I have what's a called "a fear of acceptance". I can't accept change, With less time in my range,  I need more time than normal people, Then I realised, It's a bit difficult to clarify  the way I feel, But now I am clear about that. What scares me most  Are not nightmares or ghosts, But fear itself.

A conversation with his memories

Conversation with his memories I did not want to be separated from you.  Hey how would I be separate from you, when I have never tried to be yours. Maybe I thought, we are perfect for each other but not made for each other. There was never any debate between us because our understanding was very good. We used to share what happened to each other throughout the day. We used to give each other a right and loyal opinion of our mistakes. And the best thing was that we never judged by each other. But we both knew that our words were limited to things only. We could never unite even in further because our paths were different. And the point was that we never tried because we never expected that if we would talk to each other, then being one would be very far away thing.  But we were happy with each other but how long does this last so slowly we both stopped talking to each other And after that we never gave each other a chance to be one. We have no com...